today i am kick starting

time is 8 pm india..

weight is 140 kg

how to record the weight .. every day or every week..

have to see that

1 year

I started this blog 1 year back now..

i am in same position.

i think the time has come to change .

the way i think and the way behave... towards my self

past is history and future is not mystery since i am confident i am going to loose weight..

this video was really ... gave me the boost..

I DONT KNOW Y THIS HAPPENS..TO ME

I DONT KNOW Y THIS HAPPENS..TO ME
I HAVE SEEN FROM MY PAST 15 YR THAT IS SINCE..MY SCHOOLING OR..COLLEGE..AND NOW JOB..

ALL THE PEOPLE SURROUNDING ME TRY TO..DOMINATE AND MAKE FUN..AND...ALSO..TRY TO SAY THAT..I DONT KOWN ANYTHING....

TODAY ALSO...MY SENOIR SOFTWARE ENGINEER.. SAYS..THAT..I DONT KNOW TAT OR THIS..AND..I AM NOT ABLE TO UNDERSTAND..THIS...Y HAPPENS TO ME

AND..TODAY ONE OF MY COLLEAGUE WHO IS TOO FAT BECAME TH SNAP GOAT..OR BAKRA..

I TIK
BEING FAT IS REALLY A BIG CURSE...

NOW I DECIDED THAT IF I HAVE TO GET RESPECT I HAVE TO BE THIN...AND..TILL THEN.. I HAVE TO BE VERY CAREFULL...

OK GOIGN TO BED..HOPE I CAN DO..WHAT I WANT....

MY PAST

HI..FRIENDS..

I REALLY NEVER THOUGHT...MY LIFE WOULD BE THIS..MUCH TOUGH

WHEN I WAS KID..I WAS REALLY HAPPY AS..EVERY KID...
AND USED TO DREAM THAT SOME DAY SOME PERSON..WILL ....SEE ME ON ROAD..AND GIVE ME A HERO..CHANCE...IT WAS LIKE IN 1986...
OR 87
HMMM NOW I AM 26
I NEVER THOUGHT..HOW MUCH OVER..WEIGHT I WAS...BUT..NOW..I AM REALIZING..THAT..

WHEN EVER I WAS IN COLLEGE OR SCHOOL I USED TO TIK THAT GALS..WOULD LIKE OR AS I USED TO..DO..LOTS OF JOKE AND..I AM TAKTIVE..

THEY USED TO MOVE VERY CLOSE..AND I USED TO..TIK LIKE BIG DUMB THAT TEY LIKE OR LOVE..

BUT ACTUALLY I TIK..TEY THOUGHT....TAT THIS FAT ASS..CAN'T HURT ME..ALSO..AND HE WILL DARE TO PROPOSE ME..SO..IT OK TO BE FRIEND OF HIS.....

ONE DAY I HAVE..SEEN MY TRUTH..AFTER MY POST GRADUATION....
HOW MUCH FAT I WAS..

NOW I GOT THE TRUTH THAT..Y SOME GALS..REJECTED ME AND...
I ONLY WANT TO...SHOULD THAT GALS..NOW THAT.. I AM AND..I CAN..BE REALLY HANDSOME.....

SO..I HAVE STARTED..THIS...BLOG.....

OK TODAY IS OVER.....
MY WEIGHT IS...147KG NOW..